I sometimes think that when a cure for cancer is finally found, I am going to feel more bitter than happy about it... is that wrong? Is that ok? Is that human? Is that selfish?
Yes to all of those questions... we can only grow from the experiences we have and the history we have made for ourselves..
We can only move forward... hope to look back... be mostly proud... mostly happy from what has happened in our lives and what we have accomplished...
Even if there is still a twinge of hurt in the middle of all of it... that's how life keeps moving forward...
There will be things that we will miss out on, and the gauge of your success is your content of your own future and past...
So I will sit here and wait... and whatever feeling I have on that amazing day will be ok... because I am happy and healthy and really, that's all that matters in life... and that's what I try and tell myself every day...
Feel what ever it may be and as there is no wrong with that.
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