Thursday, November 5, 2009

Life as it seems...

So I am done with chemo. It feels weird, everything feels weird. Don't get me wrong, I am happy that everything is done. but there is always this nagging feeling that it will come back again...

It came back once, so whats stopping it from coming back again??? If it resisted the harsher chemo then how the hell does this other easier chemo fix it? Am I not being told something??? Are the doctors not telling me that since it came back once that it can just keep coming back???

I may have legitimate worries or I may just be freaking out for nothing. Either way I am finished with it all, I can get on with my life hopefully, and not have any more interruptions. I would like to say I am going back to normalcy but I don't think that is an option for me anymore...

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